Ultimate Meta-Morpheus: Download Spillage: 22JAN2022
Here's the thing. I just went through another metamorphosis transitioning. I am perfect exactly the way I was created. Free will and all. That's my new realization. So the downloads I have will be written down in whatever order I choose to order them. If you like puzzles, you'll love my style of story telling. My speech patterns are a part of my uniqueness, including the stuttering.
Up above...was all freestyle in the moment, quite impulsive. I guess I'm still going. I just realized how gifted I truly am, and I feel my inheritance downloading as I type this out. Collecting the treasures from my birth rights like they did in Soul Food at the end.
Anyway here's the journal entry: 22 Jan 2022 =11, the day of manifestations being realized in true fashion. As Nina Simone's song starts playing (some weird rendition at this expensive ass hotel; tried to jazz it up and plop some hip hop on it...but nothing like the original and definitely didn't give me the feeling that Chloe Bailey's rendition did......all I recognize are the lyrics "it's a new Dawn, a new day, a new life) That's me...my name means Dawn in arabic...I'm coming in hot and I'm feeling brand spankin new!
We die everyday B! Only the "strong" survive. That was a major lie...the "Strong" are barely making it...on the brink of drowning in this bullshit ass system. How do I know? I just lived through it.
You know that TV show called Squid? or is it Squids? I don't know, I never watched it, I tried to but it never caught my attention. Seems to be very popular these days. Feel like this old soul of mine just ain't havin it with the distractions. Hidden in plain sight, if there was a message I needed to see, I would've watched at least a little bit. Maybe in the future....? I kinda don't care too much.
We transmute. The more we heal, the more the world heals with US. The chosen warriors. The path less traveled.
Taking devil energy and transmuting it into light is a major talent. That's why Hell; the spiritual fire can really burn in the process of healing. Sometimes the light is harsh, other times it's nice...but the goal is for it to be unbelievably amazing.
We seek the light every single day. We also immediately notice(d) whenever the lights done went off. Sometimes after being in the hole for a long time, the light is so startling that it hurts a bit during the adjustment process. Nobody said healing was easy on this planet. This "track" of life.
Some of us gone keep running on the hamster wheel until the holy spirit rebirths you and places you on YOUR track. You've been in training...Earth School 101 programming.
IF I WANT IT, IT'S MINE! DON'T DOUBT YOUR POWERS!
Returning to the Kingdom of God means you gotta answer the call. Accept your power ups and RESPEK your level ups. Don't put yourself back in the ringer by tainting and replacing your core of love with the ego. Not learning from your lessons. Energy is the TRUE form of currency, how it manifests in the physical is different for everyone but it's still REAL and unique while being of equal quality. Stop judging yourself so that you may stop judging others.
If a single prayer towards someone other than yourself brings it back to you a million times, don't you think a "judgment" placed upon someone will bring you into the same exact test? Better keep that same energy. Whether you pass with flying colors or just by the skin of your teeth...you still had to experience it! That is life and death; learning from the misdoings and changing our intentions to manifest behaviors that are actually in alignment with Christ consciousness...directly connected to the Source, Our Creator.
The tree of life vs toadstools. Light vs dark roots. God light vs Deal with the Devil. All apart of THE ONE. Eve asked for wisdom. Adam asked for experience. Yin and Yang like Bonnie and Clyde. One without the other disrupts the equilibrium. The new world order taught the galactic warriors how to wield both the masculine and the feminine energy frequencies in it's proper balance...God Body real androgynous...we just Alchemize the bullshit. I grew up seeing my mom turn trash into the most glittery of GOLD! Not all that glitters is gold...unless you've mastered the inner Alchemy.
All reactions in this world lead to death; whether it's spiritual or in the physical realm. If your body tenses up when you think about death...visit where that fear comes from...you're ALREADY doing it. We've only popularized one type of death...the 3D. It's like this dumbass cancel culture the society just created. Put a celebrity on the highest pedestal while silently wishing for their tower to fall down; so they could laugh and say that they tripped you up. Wanna claim power so bad, they feel the need to tear others to pieces, not being aware of their own God given guidance.
If your transformation doesn't fit the "standard", it doesn't get the recognition and celebration it deserves. People as a collective have canceled the true meaning of death. We were all kissed by the angel of death since birth...cause that's literally the point of this experience. So KIS(S)=Keep it simple, and remove the extra S, ain't nobody stupid. Was that meant to be encouragement for me as a young impressionable kid? It's riddled with self hate yet still has the ring of truth to it. So we accepted the entire acronym b/c you resonated with your core...authentic truth. Fortunately for you, discerning YOU from the noise is much easier than before...it's a little less muddy.
These white lab coats don't have access to the highest of sciences cause they've lacked the ingredient called LOVE. So they keep trying to play God instead of actually connecting with his basic roots.
You went through half a mile of shit...crawled through the sewers of this maze to realize you just have to keep it simple in order to escape. KIS. (Erin McKean- TED talk- Lexicography...Go listen to it) No wonder discombobulated was one of my favorite words. This world illusion is completely disordered; a tornado flew around the room before we even came here.....wondering why we all got these "mental health" issues. Hence the reasoning for calling it a DISorder...yeah I'm dissing the ops that are watching. Snap Snap Snap, Hidden in plain sight.
Kismet Cosmo: (Cozzi's Kingdom name...in case no one knew, that's my lil rat cat according to my mom...LOL. But beauty is in the eye of the beholder, because I think he looks like he came from a royal family...I rescued him from the kill shelter my last week in Indiana...a night before a huge storm, the wind almost blew ME away, thankfully he came to find me in the knick of time) Stormy was abandoned and that was never my choice but it stuck with me for the long run. A childhood trauma..we gots plenty of those. The abandonment made sense if I chose to put on a different lense. But from my innocent sweet soul's perspective...that really broke my heart. Sometimes I really wonder if Cozzi carries the soul of my OG cat family; Stormy. He came out of no where so I named him after Kamikaze for description purposes whenever someone asked me the origin. But I called him Kismet Cosmo because fate brought him to me when I truly needed a cat friend to help me ground myself. Cosmo because he was so lovable, a lil clutsy but still cuddly...a wish granted by my passed over ancestors. Genie in the bottle up in this bitch. These people keep trynna take my magic from me! Silly rabbit....there are no more tricks left in the bag.
Material girl! lmaooooo (EDIT to journal: Go see TED talk when she speaks about material science and then go watch my Tiktok video on @Zolar_eclipse from the 22nd. It all ties in...it's all connected)
Ok...I have a lot more written, it's better to finish this in multiple parts for the sake of absorption.
Let me know in the comments if anything resonates; or if you had downloads that are similar in any fashion. Number theme: 777, 5, 222. Changing our awareness and our efforts are now in unison with the divine. You ain't gotta try too hard, the pressure IS you. That's why they could never "over-cook" you...it backfired and made you shine brighter than these fake ass diamonds.
PS: I added a lot of extra words to my journal entry as I began typing so this really took it's official shape in this post. Imma just call my journal the X-files lmao. Cause X marks the spot...on the map of inherited treasure...gotta know how to read your own symbols. When I was first learning how to trade forex/crypto my coaches always used to say "your notes are your uncashed checks", so check check check. I'm finally cashing out. The declassified articles were released anyway *shrugs*
Ashe to my creator for allowing me to be a vessel for such wisdom. Ashe to the lived experiences of my ancestors, I'd be an 'even later' bloomer if it wasn't for decoding their past stories. Death before dishonor, that's why the I AM is transmuting it all. Keep going. Don't worry about anyone else's path unless it directly relates to your own development. One band, one Sound. This is unity. Much love to the collective. I pray that everyone who reads this receive and accept their inherited trophies in this life and definitely the next.
Like fine wine...."IT'S MORPHIN TIME" - Power Rangers
PPS: I looked up its morphin time cause I'm like... I ain't seen the power rangers since my lil brother started was watching it months ago...I found this song by Creative Mind Frame (1-UP) called power rangers. Love the lyrics and they relate to a LOT of my journal entries today...I mean down to the use of the word "euphoria"...anyway, I found 1-UP's spotify and it's looking like I'll be supporting yet another aboriginal creator/teller of stories. I call us the real Bankers.
Peace Fam! Okeee Byeeeeee