Thunder & Lightening Before the Harvest

It's been a while. I've been telling myself everyday to write something new on here but then put it off. If you ever watched that show on Hulu called 'Woke', you'd know that pretending something didn't happen doesn't make you feel any better. However, accepting what once was...will...eventually. I've been badgering myself mentally on not getting things done "on time". These days, I'm in this liminal phase in life; on one hand, caring about my external environment and how it influences me. On the other...not giving a flying fish egg about my external because I know that my internal environment is the only thing that masters peace within and without. Notice I didn't mention happiness. While I wish peace AND happiness on everyone coming across these words...peace is more important than happiness to me. Happiness is a byproduct of peace when it is truly practiced. Some people are at peace and they claim they're not happy...but I guarantee they would rather be content with their acceptance of a situation than be happy yet not at peace. Can you really be happy if you're not at peace? Peace is a state of mind, and so it's also a way of life. The more you practice putting yourself at ease mentally, the happier you become naturally. You are essentially lightening up the load of emotional baggage. So you become zen, in control of your reactions only because you innerstand the power you hold within your core. You overstand the mechanics of your body's natural technology and how the universe moves. You understand a lot, but you don't know what you don't know. That's where The most high comes into play. Being in the unknown is a reality in itself, it's hella uncomfortable at times and sometimes a bit terrifying. But these are all temporary emotions. Trusting in the fact that you have done this SO many times before; gone through a storm, walked through fire, wandered aimlessly in the air, gasped for a breathe while thrashing in the Ocean of life. Even if you don't believe in the possibility of past lives, or original souls re-incarnating through spiritual lineages...we've done this before. Look at how far you've come.

Not to take you down memory lane but Imma do it anyway...just think back to a situation that you almost can't believe you survived...

It's all in the past. Observe in this moment...not the pain that was felt, or any other emotion filled vibes (including happy)...if you cry, you cry and that's a release....but observe how your mindstate was before it happened and how your life was going....then observe your mindstate after said event and the influence on your life.

You are now analyzing how your unique mind is manifesting.

If you've made it this far in reading some of my stuff, I feel (just my feelings) like you're able to elevate your consciousness enough to look at your past memories as someone watching a movie through VR glasses and analyzing the data. We can't change the past but we can always mold the future by being present and at peace. Just try out the exercise, don't get caught up in details of anyone else's perspective but your own. After analyzing...what did you notice? How can you bring yourself back to feeling at peace in this moment? How do you picture your future after mastering the ability of acceptance? (Leave answers in the comments if you feel called to the shadow/affirmational work) Expect the unexpected.

We've always been protected, our Father never abandoned us. I grew up believing that this life is a test, and when you die, you receive your book in either the left hand or the right hand. Boom. Bam. Thassit, thassall. Life is a test, every second we are tested with a choice of free will and each choice makes a ripple in our energetic field. Balance will be restored always. If energy is neither created nor destroyed but instead recycled...how do YOU think things should play out? You created the game, go follow your own blueprints.

If someone hates themselves, can they truly believe that God loves them no matter what? And if the mind is as powerful as a lot of us know it to be...what kind of environment must a person be living in the external to simply expect punishment? Why are they punishing themselves? Is it warranted? Why is it warranted?

God is exactly who you think She is. So you snitch on yourself everyday by your words...cause those started with your thoughts. The universe gives you what you programmed it to give you. Programming doesn't happen overnight. However, your heart gets a little more free and a lil more stone chipped off of it the more you apply the wisdom brought to you.

I'm focusing on me, myself and Zolar Eclipse lmao. Of course I'm also advising everyone reading to do the same. Judgement day, everyone will be focused on themselves.

"But when there comes the Deafening Blast - that Day a man will flee from his brother, and his mother and his father, and his wife and his children.   For each one of them that Day will have enough preoccupations of his own.  Some faces, that Day, will be bright – laughing, rejoicing at good news.  (Quran 80: 33-39)

I used to wonder about the souls that never racked up enough deeds in this life, either bad or good, to even weigh on the scale. Or about the people who aren't in their right mind and aren't aware of how to apply any knowledge they come across. I was given explanations for some of my questions of course, but what it came down to was; only Allah could judge the state of someone's heart. Knowing what I know now...I still agree with the ultimate concept.

You can't fake a lifestyle. Our society puts a price on everything, but the universe does this as well. Energy is the true currency. InnerG is what generates power. God is love. See what I did there? One cannot fake love. This is judgement day, everything and everyone is a "snitch," even the trees have eyes. Was this not what we were warned about in all of the Abrahamic religions? However only God can judge. So those tapped in to their innerG compass of morality...bring justice to themselves...and there's levels to that one right there! (Ponder on it) and for those that don't feel tapped in; justice is happening whether they're aware or not...because the universe has laws. I'd rather be a conscious alchemist than a person allowing any and all programming to control their mind state and therefore their reality. But we all started from somewhere. I am grateful to the growth I've seen in my recent circles and the growth I've realized in me.

REMINDER: Stop sleeping on yourself and celebrate all the victories. You can even celebrate by just taking a moment to be thankful for that accomplishment, no matter how small or big.

So, as I've stated...we been through PRESSURE plenty of times. Came out shining brighter than a Diamond cove. If I can be at peace now...right now...now....right now....now....then I'll be at peace in whatever future path I choose.

Sometimes a thunderstorm rolls over the crops, everybody goes indoors for protection, relaxation, reflection, loving, etc....Instead of going through a food shortage...the farmers who stayed ready for any storm slept comfortably...might've woke up a couple times through the night due to the thunder and lightening, but ultimately knew their crops were protected. Still able to harvest, so the storm just turns into "some night when it stormed". Stay ready so you ain't gotta get ready. Just know that it's the mind that is to be tamed by YOU. Who are you?

I AM who I will to be. Ase.

Ramadan Mubarak and Peace to the lovely readers, may Allah bestow abundance of health, wealth and everything honey like unto your life...Ameen. Amen. Ase. And so it is.