Release It All...
I'm just posting my Retreat Link here.
https://zundaliniawakening.regfox.com/release-the-root-route-blocks
This is a major event for US. I don't even think people really understand just how much work it is to throw something like this together until they do it themselves. It's all learning and growing but I had THE most fun planning this retreat for August. I'm also still stressing about stuff but it's the good kind of stress in my opinion. The challenges that come with leveling up, simply because it's out of your comfort zone.
Let's talk about the synchronicities though. Today I met a 6-year-old girl who came in my room while I was busy editing the link up above. I've been so focused on perfecting everything that at first, I was in my own zone and really didn't feel like being bothered. But I looked into her eyes when she asked me how to play a game, and I saw myself. I saw that younger Zorah; the only-child who's so used to playing by herself that she doesn't care whether or not you're paying attention...she was also in HER own zone lmao.
While I didn't actually interrupt my work...I still figured out ways to play whatever games she insisted on. I simply told her what I was and was not willing to do, but if she got creative; I'd be there too. We played connect four, she threw some stuffed fish at the wall, and then she cut out a snowflake and wrote "I Love You Zorah" with some post it notes.
I don't know what it is, but I think I could start a collection of art pieces that were gifted to me by children.... especially in the last 2 years. It boggles my mind actually, but I'm always here for it; because what an honor it is to make a child feel special about their creative spirit. The imagination is a wild thang, and sometimes we just need to know not to fear or cloak shame around it.
Anyway, I'm getting off topic. I had to bring myself into balance. I had more patience than I even thought possible for how focused I was, but her Spirit was telling me to stop working so hard. The message was loud and clear but I'm still here typing away, so I guess you could say I ignored it a little bit....Until I didn't.
I think it dawned on me that this child's soul was speaking to mine when she was in the middle of coloring and randomly told me that her birthday was in August. It's actually in the same exact week...almost the same day as my event. Which, by the way, I've been saying this retreat is a celebration of my Spiritual Birthday. For whatever reason, she was hooked after I told her that. She told me she's coming to Atlanta to go to MY party! Lol I told her it was an adult's only gathering for now, but that I'd be back. She seemed to be okay with it.
I don't know what made her ask about my Dad, or why I was so honest with her about what happened....but I wasn't triggered by it, not even a little bit. I think I was more afraid of traumatizing her at such a young age, so I had to be gentle with my own Personal bad news; how surreal life can really get.
I feel like Spirit keeps showing up like "Something Big is happening...are you ready for this?" And I just keep passing the tests.
I could still be looking for another perfect website...yet here I am with my official registration open, and realizing that my failed attempt at finding perfection, has actually set myself up for a future business venture.
The little girl asked for my number btw, so I gave her the business line. At some point I decided maybe I'd like to be a child psychologist. No guarantees, no pressure. Just an idea with some oomph. I like the sound of it, but I'm in no real control of HOW this will play out. I just know the idea and the confirmations came in for a reason; even if only for a season.
Me...I'm a 7 on the enneagram; and that means I'm an optimist by nature. So I'm going to continue doing what I do, and I hope it encourages you too. That's why this retreat is about celebrating everything that we ALL do. It's not just my birthday, it's someone else's too! This is for the inner children still looking for someone to play with...this Retreat is also opening up space for today's children to be embraced with grace as they grow up and learn how to navigate this Golden age.
The energy that I was reminded about today is exactly what I'm going to keep up. I'm planning to celebrate, heal and learn myself in ways that I've never explored before. Whether or not anyone is paying attention...this shit IS happening! We HAVE to stay curious.
If you build it...They will come. I've been saying this since last year, and now it's finally in action. So I ain't got no worries. This is the beginning of a pivotal time for my development. A metamorphosis and a Meta-Morpheus all at the same time.
My innerG is expensive, and because of my intentions; I know that I am aligning with expensive frequencies as well. Everything is in Divine Time; I think my future self traveled back through a portal to save herself...like Deja Vu...She saved me too. And when my words are finally painted in the HERstory books...it will all make sense. But for now...I'm like a hieroglyph buried in the sand.
March 11th, 2023 at 22:00.
