Lights, Camera, Action!
My impulsive decision to invest in this website handle and open my LLC in 2021 was a desperate attempt to prove to myself and others that I wasn't insane (I didn't know it then...but I'm more aware of my behaviors now). "Because if I have an official business name...then I am accomplished." However, all throughout 2022 I felt the imposter syndrome weighing heavy on my shoulders. I was wondering why I had nothing to show by now. But the more I document, the more confirmations I receive. My foundation was being built right before my eyes, yet I was feeling like Ray Charles trying to look in the mirror. See I wasn't taking my own advice at times. I could say this is all "faking it until you make it" but realistically I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be. So why all the cognitive dissonance?
Well, I didn't recognize my own baby steps as progress. It was a huge win to open an LLC since I had been talking about it for months. Was I prepared to handle a successful 6-figure business on my own at that time? Hell no. Am I prepared to do that today? Hell no! Lmao, I'm an acorn with a goal of becoming an Oak Tree and I am completely happy with that!
The Most High will only give us what we're capable of receiving. And that goes for Lessons and Blessings. There is beauty in building your unique foundation. There is fun hidden in your life's scavenger hunt. The gems may not be polished.... but that's your job to accomplish after you find them.
My biggest challenge for the collective right now is to begin documenting your behaviors in whatever way is convenient. Whether it's writing, recording, talking to someone who can jog your memory later on.... DOCUMENT! It doesn't have to be super consistent right now, but if you really want to see results.... consistency is one of the ancient keys of wisdom.
You will not come off of autopilot until you're aware of what you're doing, and you will not become aware of what you're doing until you SEE it with your own EYEs (Yes...double meaning for those that caught it). It's time to shine some light on yourself, roll the camera, rewind, re-write, and put those intentions into real action.
This blog is meant to activate anyone who crosses the threshold. Curiosity did NOT kill the cat; in fact, it granted 8 more lives we had no clue about. Take that how you will, just know that you have more WILL to command than you were taught.